it like some sort of discovery.
but what do you want me to do about it?
just go with the flow honey.
just go with the flow.

i miss seeing rainbows on the way to school.

maybe its true.
i get happy on the little things in life.
i enjoy them.
like hugs,
rainbows.
and a nice bath in a bathtub.
as much as i like to rant.
and gush about claire's new really huge house where she lives in alone.
the nice bed and bathtub.
and the walk in wardrobe.
and claire better pay half of my phone bill for messaging with my phone non stop.

is acceptance the key?

so i'll wait in a corner.
but i dont know if i can take this any longer.
if love is the door to happiness.
then where is my key?
i miss the look in your eyes.
which used to be for only me.


i want to go and sleep.
like now.

how i love the pretense.
and how we try to appear normal infront of other people.
when behind closed dorrs.
we both know its only us.
i feel the impending doom.
can you sense it?
baby.
everything is going to go wrong soon.